just like friendster.LOL

What is your current obsession?
* home sweet home...study, find my

What is your weirdest obsession?
* become the richest man in the world.

What are you wearing today?
* t shirt

What’s for dinner today?
* KFC

Why is today special?

* maybe the last night in my life i stay in hall 14 block 67 room 02-1395

What would you like to learn to do?
* be myself

What’s the last thing you bought?
* KFC

What are you listening to right now?
* Na yao zhen me yang ne-OST my secret garden

What is your favorite weather?

* just before rain...

What is your most challenging goal right now?
* URECA, Dean's list...

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
* Eric, my ex-roommate..LOL...

Are u gentleman?

* up to you to say...I'll try to not care.

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
* year 2 lecture notes so I can get prepared as soon as possible.

What would you like to get rid of?
* my inconsistency and careless.

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
* South/north pole to see aurora...

Which language do you want to learn?
* english

What do you look for in a friend?
* a place in their heart.

Who do you want to meet in person?
* my family.

What’s your favorite type of music?
* chinese song and indonesia song.

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
* i dont understand

What is your dream job?
* scientist, but can earn a lot of money.LOL

Any favorite models?
* no

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
* buying books

Favorite designer?
* dont know any

Do you admire anyone’s style?

* my style

Describe your personal style!
* ambitious,determined,helpful,sociable,kind, just not good in touching people's heart.

Dare u swear to love her till the end of this earth in front of blog's readers?

* love who?don't know...

what do you feel now?

* my heart is free...be a free man, one thing that made a man is his brain~(from braveheart).

Exam is over and long holiday come

Finally, semester 2 final exam has been over. Feel relieved now...honestly, I don't really have enough sleep during exam period. This is because I was so determined that I don't want to give up and keep studying, keep repeating the materials for many times just to ensure that I really understand the concept. For some subjects, like Polymer and Composites, Physics, the material is really interesting and challenging. I like those two subjects most. In Polymer, we are taught many basic assumptions in deriving the polymerization process, such as polymerization kinetics, molecular weight distribution of the polymer formed. stereoregularity of the polymer, and many others that leads to the properties of the polymer itself. For me, those are really scientific stuff. I like that subject most in this semester!!!(hope can get A).
well, from a total 7 exams that I took, only 1 that makes me a little bit regret. In the 2nd exam, which is mechanics of materials, I did a very careless mistakes and I guess I lose 20 points from it. what a miss!!!hope can still get B+ or A-..The rest 6 exams was so so, hope can still get A for all.
well, now I just want to enjoy my holiday fully while waiting for the result to come out, I hope this sem's result will be a little bit better that last sem, although now seems a little bit impossible.
But let's just hope. Keep improving in the 2nd year. Target is still target, goal is still goal, ambition is still ambition, with the bless of God, nothing I can't do!!!Miracle keeps happening in our live.

Almost one year in NTU

It has been a long time since my last post...actually, I am quite busy lately. Preparing for many quizzes, etc...
Well, without my realization, I have studied in NTU for almost 1 year already. Time really run so fast, I still remember when I was in high school, I aim enthusiastically to get the scholarship to study in NTU...what a memory...
To simply conclude everything, since my study in NTU, I learned quite a lot of things, mentally and academically. I especially learn how to be humble, lately I realize that there are A LOT MORE smarter people that I!!!That is the fact! A lot more enthusiastic and ambitious people than I. and many more...
I have no reason to be arrogant. yet, I also have no reason to be down just because a lot of smarter people than me, because if I am down because of it, then I surely only humiliate myself.
So, what is actually in my mind now? well, Now I am concentrating on the final exam! I know what actually is my aim(at least for this sem). As long as I do the best, and have a strong will, I BELIEVE!!!!
Okay, Academically, frankly speaking, I think I have learned not much in the 1st year. Don't know why, maybe It's just repeating the materials learned in the high school...so I hope next year can be a better learning year(since I am aiming for URECA, I think by doing URECA, it can nurture my scientific thought, thus I can really get something new).
One thing that made me regret until now is my grade in math1!!!I shouldn't have score like that!really stupid...I really really really don't want to do the same mistakes anymore!!! So I keep studying and studying... I hope I won't regret anymore this time and can secure a position in the dean's list or at least, in the URECA.

well, here is my exam timetable.

Name

ADY SUWARDI

Programme

MATERIALS ENGINEERING

Year

1

Exam Date	Exam Time	Course	Venue	Seat No.
14-APR-2009	1300-1530	FE1007	HALL B-Exhibition Hall, Level 3, Nanyang Auditorium	946
16-APR-2009	0900-1100	MS2005	HALL B-Exhibition Hall, Level 3, Nanyang Auditorium	1064
16-APR-2009	1700-1900	EE8086	HALL L-Lobby, School of Biological Sciences	399
17-APR-2009	0900-1130	FE1008	HALL A-Foyer, B1, Nanyang Auditorium	358
20-APR-2009	0900-1100	MS1002	HALL F-Sports Hall 3, Sports & Recreation Centre	858
20-APR-2009	1300-1500	MS2010	HALL L-Lobby, School of Biological Sciences	517
22-APR-2009	0900-1130	FE1003	HALL C-Block N2, B2c-12, North Spine	324

It is a very closed packed timetable!!!I got not much time to prepare after the exam if every subject, so I got to prepare long before the exam! and u know? so far I've only finished studying for MS2005, FE 1003, FE 1008 and FE 1007...woah...very kinciong alreadyyyyy, haven't do the past year paper also...oh god, bless me....
I hope that this time I can score all A in the examinable subject!!!no A-!!since I predict my effcom(HW110) already got B+, so I really cannot tolerate any mistakes in the exam! Target this sem, at leastttttttt, GPA>CGPA!!!!!

where is the good sense and feeling....

Lately I can hardly concentrate in my study, although the target is still on, motivation still there, but there might be some problems which I also don't quite know.
Today, I just screwed up my MS2005(mechanics of materials) quiz. The problems was very easy, easier than I thought, but what makes it uneasy is myself, I lose the good sense and good feel, finally, I make many silly mistakes, what a traumatic habit. I somehow confused and a bit regret, but I also don't know what to regret.
ahhh, time to study now, still got many quizzes, really don't want to screw up everything.

memories

Thousand miles of journey....full of memories, some are sweet, some are bitter, some are unforgettable....
By the time I look back, most of those memories have become sweet memories although at that time I may think it was a bad experience....
Hope every pain in this life can be alleviated by time....
Sometimes happiness comes when you don't think too much, don't doubt too much, and just believe....and maybe the greatest pain in this life is guilty feeling....especially when you think you have hurt someone important to you....
sometimes, it's just out of your control, circumstances change abruptly, a man can't predict the future, so just expect less....
I always hope that everything will be simple, as simple as the word itself...the easiest way to be simple begins from our mind, if our mind is simple, then everything will be looked simple...
but now, where is that 'simple'???I can't find it, and I'll start seeking those "simple" days again...don't want to screw up everything.
So, appreciate things around you, enjoy your time, and try the best in everything so that you'll never regret it later.

Happy Valentine

It has been a long time since I update my blog...well, because today I got something interesting to post, I'll share it with u all....
I wake up at 10 o'clock in the morning, eventhough I slept at 12 last night...and as you know, I should have a tutorial at 8.30...2 lectures from 9.30 to 11.30....and 1 lecture from 3.30-4.30...but suddenly I feel very lazy today, and I decided to skip all classes...whoa, quite crazy...yeah, after that, I have my break fast and straight away go to "the quad cafe" where aristo dkk is waiting for me....we chat for a while and after that we go to nanyang auditorium to collect free goodie bags and taste as many wine as possible by just paying 1 dolar....what a rare chance...aristo and me decided to drink as much as possible...as the result, I tried almost all kinds of wine there, except some, and after I have 20 more tastes, I fell a little bit dizzy, I guess I was drunk, hahaha...then samuel, tomy and I go to have lunch while aristo was still trying other kind of wine with some other friends....then after lunch, samuel decided to go back to hall, I go to nanyang auditorium again, and there I continue to have some more wine...this time my face really gone red...hahaha
well, after that we straight away go to MSE general office, the place where friday tea session usually held...as I had ever mentioned in the earlier post, this is my routine...there we have a nice chat with our senior from 2nd year, and the food was quite delicious...what a nice session...
after that, aristo and me decided to go swimming with some other friends(actually I cannot swim)....hahaha, but I decided to learn...yeah, at last, after swimming for 2 hours, it has been 7 pm, and we decided to have dinner together...what a memorable day....so nice...
hahaha....that is all...
me holding the glass...
the "handsome" aristo....
cheers...anthony & aristo.
@MSE tes session...from left to right, Andika, Himawan and me...
@NIE near the swimming pool...
Tomy and Aristo...
the lift @NIE
on the way to can A...

oh yeah, valentine is coming...Happy Valentine for you all...have a nice valentine.
here is some nice quotes...ckckck...

"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Ellan


"about what will happen tomorrow, I am not sure...what will happen next year, I am even not sure, what is my GPA this sem, also not sure...but one thing that I am certain is I LOVE YOU...It has been a great miracle to know you..."

"The road to true love was never easy, I know I've hit all the bumps, but now I'm standing strong saying, I love you, 'til the end of time."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Billie Jean Chiasson

"I don't really care who is the world number one, I only know that you are my number one"
by :unknown

"The shortest word in the world is 'I,' the sweetest word in the world is 'love' and the only one for me is 'you.'"
Marie
Submitted by Marie Dufour

Eclipse

very few people can see the difference...so maybe its not so interesting...
but I am very happy when I took this picture...so I post it here.Enjoy it.
just to make it more clear, I add some pictures that I searched from the internet.

is this clear enough?hahaha

okay, now I'll tell you...the shadow cast by an object when solar eclipse happen will always has a crescent shape...since the photo that I took maybe a bit blur, so it's not too clear...